June 23, 2016
남은 것은 나 하나. 아내는 먼저 갔다. 이렇게 있다가 언젠가는 아내를 보러 갈 수 있다. 문제는 도대체 얼마나 여기에, 이 칙칙한 세상에 묶여 있어야 하는가다.
죽음보다 더 두려운 것은 죽음을 기다려야 하는 비루한 인생이다. 희망이 없는 인생. 환멸 밖에 남지 않은 인생. 무의미.
Fuck Christmas
What is so special about one festive day that distinguishes it from other mundane days? Nothing. They are just human inventions. In the vast universe, there is no Sunday and no Christmas day. They are just silly convention made up by inhabitants of this tiny mole hill called the earth. But such so-called special days make me feel more depressed and lost and lonelier than other days. That is just the way it goes for me. That is why I resumed smoking after staying away from cigarettes for three days and why I am going to a karaoke to appease my emptiness.
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