She should be watching me

I fail myself everyday. I mingle with people. I lose myself.

When I keep myself busy, I stop thinking about her. But even in those busy hours, I wish she were looking at me from somewhere. Nobody can take her place for me. Dead or alive, she was, is and will be forever my beloved wife.

When all is said and done, I come back to my quiet room and she stays on my mind forever.

You don't even have to show yourself in my dream. When the time comes, I will come to you.