Everything was OK in the past

I just did not know that. My wife was young and healthy, kids were cute. And I was young. We had a future ahead of us. A future that did not materialize in a manner that we vaguely expected. A future where we would grow old together. A future where Heesun would see her sons getting married to good girls. A future where she and I would spend our later years together. The future did not come. Maybe it was not in the plan from the beginning. Things had to be this way all along from the beginning. We were on a train that was bound to hit the wall and everything, everyone on the train is shattered.